Update--11.22.2010

I have been able to track Airen again after several days. It seems that she's been contemplating a lot of things lately--among these things, her lovelife and her religious beliefs.

It seems that she has been in a deep depression lately, wondering where her life is headed and whether she will ever find a suitable partner. She is willing to reexamine her views about men if it helps in her situation. I appears she is mainly seeking balance.

A source tells me the subject of religion came up during a conversation in which religious views were mentioned. I am told that Airen's religious views have changed over the years, and the conversation made her wonder about how she could open up about her beliefs.

The subject of the upcoming Thanksgiving holiday has also come up. I hear that Airen is thinking over things to be thankful for. I will have an update on this soon.

Update--11.2.2010

An inside source tells me that Airen has rethought her previous stance on the opposite sex, realizing that some of her views were extreme and born from cynicism.

It seems that she has been having second thoughts for a while now but had not really thought about it until today. She has repeatedly thought about her views over the years and has decided she cannot think this way anymore. However, she feels that she might need some help. She wants to love and be loved but she knows it's not easy.

Today I hear that Airen is a little under the weather and doesn't want to go too much further today, but she will take this into consideration over time.