As stated via mobile, I have caught up with Airen again just after the Christmas holiday. I hear that the holiday weekend went, for the most part, okay and that Airen slept through Christmas due to lack of adequate rest the previous week (an inside source tells me that earlier start times at work are the main reason).
As of recent, I've been getting word that she's sick of life and sick of the way things are, and she just wants to be to herself for a while. She's also concerned about her personal state and doesn't want to make anything worse for herself and others--this is also the reason she can't be bothered with trying to meet anyone new right now. It appears she's exhausted and frustrated.
According to my sources, this has been an issue for quite some time but wasn't officially documented until December 19, in Airen's journal. The information is confidential and could not be released. However, my sources tell me that Airen's problem has been discussed with others and she hopes to take action soon.
It seems her problem began when she thought back to various past incidents, many of which cannot be easily explained at this time. She also thought about a man whom she has convinced herself to be in love with--in fact, the above journal entry date was his birthday, thus inspiring the sad entry--and her unrequited feelings for him. She seems to have become convinced, through all these elements, that she's on the brink of insanity and therefore should not be around anyone. An incident over this past weekend has convinced her even more that she needs serious help.
This concerns me very much; my heart goes out to my dear friend. I will continue to follow her and I will keep you all posted.
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